...Tiempo...

Talvez nunca leerás esto o si lo haces, ya será muy tarde...
A veces solo quisiera olvidar, olvidarme de todo lo q paso, enterrarlo en lo mas profundo, despertar y ver q todo se desvaneció, abrir mas los ojos o talvez cerrar los un poco mas... porqué tenerte tan cerca y tan lejos me esta matando... No puedo explicar el dolor, solo se que mis manos se entumecen mi estomagó se cierra mis ojos arden, trato de gritar y ninguna palabra sale de mi... solo deseo abrazarte, besarte, y volver a soñar contigo, pretender q todo esta bien al menos solo por un momento, lo único que puedo hacer es llorar.. Llorar y ver pasar el tiempo...


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Little Things (Lily Allen)

Sometimes I find myself sitting back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissing
And I remember when you started calling me your Mrs
All the play fighting
All the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I dunno why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend
Lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy
In your boxers and your t-shirt

Dreams, dreams of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, it seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but it's so true
I know it's not right but it seems unfair
That thing's are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on
Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed, watchin' DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty, grotty magazines
You'd take me out shopping
And all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
The first time that you introduced me to your friends
And you could that tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
When I was feeling down, you'd make that face you do
There's no-one in the world who could replace you

Dreams, dreams of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, it seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but it's so true
I know it's not right but it seems unfair
That thing's are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on
Tell me
Is this the end?

...In Bed...

Todavía recuerdo tu olor y mi mente recorre esos pequeños momentos, un sonido, un murmullo, el vació q por segundos se desvanece, la compañía que por minuto dura una eternidad, esa nota que nos hace vibrar.

Quisiera dejar todo a tras y derrumbar una fantasía y volcarme en otra para sentirme de nuevo viva, desear un nuevo día, que mi corazón se vuelque que se caigan las paredes y el silencio quebrante todas las puertas que cubre un engaño absurdo producido por la fantasía y la comodidad, dejar de resistir me y sentir una vez mas.


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Radiohead

Reckoner

You can't take it with you
Dancing for your pleasure

You are not to blame for
Bittersweet distractor
Dare not speak it's name
Dedicated to all you
All human beings

Because we separate like
Ripples on a blank shore
Because we separate like
Ripples on a blank shore

Reckoner
Take me with you
Dedicated to all you
All human beings


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...House of cards...

Think twice, remember... remember that day, listen, talk, but remember... are you sure? dont you think so?... chose left or rigth, which one?.... keep walking, talking, listen it, write it, read it, and remember...always remember that day...don't pass it by...just for now.
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Radiohead House of Cards


I don't wanna be your friend
I just wanna be your lover
No matter how it ends
No matter how it starts

Forget about your house of cards
And I'll do mine
Forget about your house of cards
And I'll do mine

Fall off the table,
And get swept under
Denial, denial

The infrastructure will collapse
From carpet spikes
Throw your keys in the bowl
Kiss your husband 'good night'

Forget about your house of cards
And I'll do mine
Forget about your house of cards
And I'll do mine

Fall off the table,
And get swept under

Denial, denial
Denial, denial

Your ears are burning
Denial, denial
Your ears should be burning
Denial, denial

...Gracias...

Extiende las manos, mira hacia arriba, abre bien tus ojos y di:

GRACIAS...

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JULIETA VENEGAS

EL PRESENTE (MTV UNPLUGGED)

Ya se lo que te diga
no va a ser suficiente
ay, ay, ay, ay
Y lo que tu me entregues
dejará pendientes
ay, ay, ay, ay

Quien nos dice que la herida
nos dará el tiempo necesario
toma de mi lo que deseas
como si solo quedara

El presente es lo único que tengo
el presente es lo único que hay
es contigo mi vida con quien puedo sentir
que merece la pena vivir

Con el mundo como va
se nos acaba todo
ay, ay, ay, ay
La tempestad y la calma
casi son la misma cosa
ay, ay, ay, ay

Quien nos dice que la herida
nos dará el tiempo necesario
toma de mi lo que deseas
como si solo quedara

El presente es lo único que tengo
el presente es lo único que hay
es contigo mi vida con quien puedo sentir
que merece la pena vivir

El presente es lo único que tenemos
el presente es lo único que hay
es contigo mi vida con quien puedo sentir
que merece la pena vivir

Ya se lo que te diga
no va a ser suficiente, consuelo
por perder ese lugar
que amamos y destrozamos

El presente es lo único que tengo
el presente es lo único que hay
es contigo mi vida con quien puedo sentir
que merece la pena vivir...

...The Road...

"The Road"

Is not a start, is the same road, and spins down in my toes,
I hold my breath trying to stand up, hoping, crying and wandering

"what happen before"
And after the dream, I wake up, but it was not a dream I just fade off,
With an open injury just in my chest, hoping the Doctor fix me again,
The hours just past and the pain got worst, but the Doctor at the end told me this words
"Nothing is going to be like it was before"
I am a live but the scar remains, I’m just praying it fade away...

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Coldplay
Rush of Blood to the Head

He said I'm going to buy this place and burn it down
I'm going to put it six feet underground
He said I'm going to buy this place and watch it fall
Stand here beside me baby in the crumbling walls
Oh I'm going to buy this place and start a fire
Stand here until I fill all your heart's desires
Because I'm going to buy this place and see it burn
Do back the things it did to you in return

Ah, ah, ah
He said Oh I'm going to buy a gun and start a war
If you can tell me something worth fighting for
Oh and I'm going to buy this place, that's what I said
Blame it upon a rush of blood to the head to the head

(And) honey
All the movements you're starting to make
See me crumble and fall on my face
And I know the mistakes that I made
See it all disappear without a trace
And they call as they beckon you on
They said start as you mean to go on
Start as you mean to go on

He said I'm going to buy this place and see it go
Stand here beside my baby watch the orange glow
Some'll laugh and some just sit and cry
But you just sit down there and you wonder why
So I'm going to buy a gun and start a war
If you can tell me something worth fighting for
And I'm going to buy this place, that's what I said
Blame it upon a rush of blood to the head

And honey
All the movements you're starting to make
See me crumble and fall on my face
And I know the mistakes that I made
See it all disappear without a trace
And they call as they beckon you on
They said start as you mean to go on
As you mean to go on, as you mean to go on

So meet me by the bridge, meet me by the lane
When am I going to see that pretty face again
Meet me on the road, meet me where I said
Blame it all upon
A rush of blood to the head

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...Change...

¿Do I need to change?

Necesito cambiar?, pero cambiar que...?
Acaso debo mover mi mundo y girar 350grados,

sacudir todo lo que hay en el,

cambiar las formas y colores,

introducir nuevos estilos,

cambiar el pape tapiz?

¡Neh!

"I rather stay in my crazy world, full of colours and melancholic songs "

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Pearl Jam - Given To Fly

He could’ve tuned in, tuned in
But he tuned out
A bad time, nothing could save him
Alone in a corridor, waiting, locked out
He got up outta there, ran for hundreds of miles
He made it to the ocean, had a smoke in a tree
The wind rose up, set him down on his knee

A wave came crashing like a fist to the jaw
Delivered him wings, "Hey, look at him now"
Arms wide open with the sea as his floor
Oh, power, oh

He's.. flying
Whole…
High.. wide, oh

He floated back down 'cause he wanted to share
His key to the locks on the chains he saw everywhere
But first he was stripped and then he was stabbed
By faceless men, well, fuckers
He still stands

And he still gives his love, he just gives it away
The love he receives is the love that is saved
And sometimes is seen a strange spot in the sky
A human being that was given to fly

High.. flying
Oh, oh
High.. flying
Oh, oh
He’s…flying
Oh, oh

...Hoy...

Hmm, hoy es uno de esos días donde me siento estancada, sip estancada simplemente no tengo q hacer nada, no puedo hacer nada, no quiero hacer nada.
Solo observar y esperar los resultados tan deseados, pero el escalofrío sigue dentro latente y cortándome de vez en vez el aliento, puedo sentir sus manos frías sobre las mías y su mirada profunda llena de preguntas y mi pecho se encoje, se cierra, mi respiración es mas lenta y dolorosa solo me siento bien sumida en el ensueño de lo irreal; y me hace tomar una bocanada de aire mas fuerte, preparándome para lo que viene...

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Portishead - Mysterons

Inside your pretending
Crimes have been swept aside
Somewhere where they can forget

Divine upper reaches
Still holding on
This ocean will not be grasped
All for nothing

Did you really want
Did you really want
Did you really want
Did you really want

[INSTRUMENTAL]

Refuse to surrender
Strung out until ripped apart
Who dares, dares to condemn
All for nothing

Did you really want
Did you really want
Did you really want
Did you really want

...YES! I'm alive!!!...

I can Jump
I can Breath
I can Smile
I can See
I can Scream
I can Eat
I can Kiss
I can Hug
I can Teach
I can Laugh
I can Dance
I can Drink
I won't Smoke jijiji
I can Sleep
I can Dream
I can Be Just Me!

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Feist - Mushaboom

Helping the kids out of their coats
But wait the babies haven't been born oh
Unpacking the bags and setting up
And planting lilacs and buttercups oh

But in the meantime we've got it hard
Second floor living without a yard
It may be years until the day
My dreams will match up with my pay

Old dirt road,
(mushaboom, mushaboom)
knee deep snow
(mushaboom, mushaboom)
Watching the fire as we grow
(mushaboom, mushaboom)
o-o-o-o-old

I got a man to stick it out
And make a home from a rented house oh
And we'll collect the moments one by one
I guess that's how the future's done oh

How many acres, how much light
Tucked in the woods and out of sight
Talk to the neighbours and tip my cap
On a little road barely on the map

Old dirt road,
mushaboom, mushaboom)
knee deep snow
mushaboom, mushaboom)
Watching the fire as we grow,
mushaboom, mushaboom)
o-o-o-o-old
(mushaboom, mushaboom)
Old dirt road rambling rose
(mushaboom, mushaboom)
Watching the fire as we grow
(mushaboom, mushaboom)
Well I'm Sold...

...In my hands...

Hace dos años escribí sobre necesitar; necesitar una señal q me dijese sigue con El; pero nunca apareció, solo quedo lo q llame en ese momento "solo se escucha el eco de mis palabras.. un eco vació y carente de vida" y ahora lo se ...

ese eco carente de vida, vacío, oscuro y ciego; me dejo atontada, soñolienta y desesperanzada, pero no contaba q ese vacío me pudiese enseñar tanto, q gracias a el volví, volví a ser lo q fui, alegre, un poco despreocupada y agradecida con la vida

Fue ese vacío, ese hoyo que tantas veces ame y odie al mismo tiempo el que me dejo descubrir de lo q realmente estaba hecha y de las cosas que podía, además de aquellas que no podía soportar, que no debía aceptar.

Fue esa oscuridad q me permitió aprender a amar igualmente a confiar y creer otra vez.

Hace algunos meses pregunte: ""¿cuando llegara eso que ansias tanto?, ¿Pero qué realmente quieres?" y me obligue a despertar, me obligue a silenciar el bullicio de las calles y solo observar y allí estaba, desde hace tanto... tanto q a veces asusta, pero si allí estaba y lo acabo de ver y gracias.

Gracis por estar ahora aquí…

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Tori Amos (Cover)
Enjoy The Silence

Words like violence
Break the silence
Come crashing in
Into my little world
Painful to me
Pierce right through me
Cant you understand
Oh my little girl

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

Vows are spoken
To be broken
Feelings are intense
Words are trivial
Pleasures remain
So does the pain
Words are meaningless
And forgettable

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

can only do harm...
can only do harm...


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I can't...

I can’t believe it!
...He makes me so happy….

Bob Marley › Is This Love

I wanna love you and treat you right;
I wanna love you every day and every night:
Well be together with a roof right over our heads;
Well share the shelter of my single bed;
Well share the same room, yeah! - for jah provide the bread.
Is this love - is this love - is this love -
Is this love that Im feelin?
Is this love - is this love - is this love -
Is this love that Im feelin?
I wanna know - wanna know - wanna know now!
I got to know - got to know - got to know now!

I-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i - Im willing and able,
So I throw my cards on your table!
I wanna love you - I wanna love and treat - love and treat you right;
I wanna love you every day and every night:
Well be together, yeah! - with a roof right over our heads;
Well share the shelter, yeah, oh now! - of my single bed;
Well share the same room, yeah! - for jah provide the bread.

Is this love - is this love - is this love -
Is this love that Im feelin?
Is this love - is this love - is this love -
Is this love that Im feelin?
Wo-o-o-oah! oh yes, I know; yes, I know - yes, I know now!
Yes, I know; yes, I know - yes, I know now!

I-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i - Im willing and able,
So I throw my cards on your table!
See: I wanna love ya, I wanna love and treat ya -
Love and treat ya right.
I wanna love you every day and every night:
Well be together, with a roof right over our heads!
Well share the shelter of my single bed;
Well share the same room, yeah! jah provide the bread.
Well share the shelter of my single bed - /fadeout/

...An unfinished symphony...

An unfinished symphony is my life,

same dreams same friends same boys,

same everything and its good sometimes,

but not today,

cause I’m alone, and I don't want to be with anybody , that's the worst part...

and yes I can say "I’m happy"

lots of good things happens just recently, yes good, good things.
So, I just have to enjoy,

create more dreams,

have more fun,

and share my life...

"feel the vibe and dance with our lives"

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Oasis
Keep The Dream Alive

Four Seasons.. seconds flick and flash... I'm alone
A lonely scream provides the scene
It's no home
Every night I hear you scream,
But you don't say what you mean
This was my dream, but now my dream has flown

I'm at the crossroads waiting for a sign
My life is standing still, but I'm still alive
Every night I think I know
In the morning where did he go
The answers disappear when I open my eyes

I'm no stranger to this place
Where real life and dreams collide
And even though I fall from grace
I will keep the dream alive


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